SOrry guys. Ive been really busy lately. Ive been studying and all. Stayed back in school to study today. Whoa 7-10. kinda cool yah? study in a holy place where god protects you. I feel so safe. I wonder if someone wonders the say way i wonder.
Okay I just sat down for a couple of hours to do math non stop. Oh my god… Now I feel as if my brain has exploded and shrunked in size. I feel so light headed. And the worse thing is, I havent completed the tutorial. Oh my god Math is so…. AHHHHHH
anyways… Yesterday I went with Carrie and gang to support Wei Ying’s drama performance. OH my god she looked so beautiful yesterday. Didnt noe she was such a great actor. And yah… she and her co star and her looked really compatible… yah if u noe wat i mean ;P
The drama performance was very nice… or is it I havent really been exposed to these kind of things before, but it was really enjoyable. The actors were all very nice. hahah if u NOE WAT I MEAN. lol…
After the performance, we waited for Wei Ying to be debriefed… Chatted and joked about… Then we went to the glutton street next to DXO. I ordered satay and was supposed to share it with Carrie. But because I was afraid that I would miss the last bus home, i decided to let prissy share it with carrie instead. Not that at this point in time i had only placed an order and havent actually paid for anything. So before I left, I told carrie that I was going to get her a free plate of satays. Hehehez I succeeded. YAy. I showed my black face to the hawker and told him that it was taking a very long time. He quickly gave me plate and I walked back with 10 sticks of satay. FREE. ABSOULUTELY FREE. I feel so accomplished. YAY. muahhahahahaha
should i feel guilty … nah he deserved it… he made me wait for so long lah…. 
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Okay I just read my tag board. People have been tagging! Im so touced. *pulls out tissue and dabs eyes* ** clears voice and speakes huskily** I just wanna say that i love ALL OF U GUYS TOO!! not all… maybe some and YAh my dream came true… Joakim is still in SG idol… *pops balloon* anyways befor I touch on that and get my keyboard so worked up that it starts to disintegrate, I shall blog about something that happened in school first…
Today well, at first I was feeling quite terrible lah… as usual. This week arghz… end of month i verY mad de… anyways all was going fine till PW period. Nathan distributed the AIDs newsletters right? There were some rather graphic pictures showing the symptoms of full blown aids. Well most of us were pretty disgusted by it. And SMART AarOn had to insult me by saying that Yong Lin for dunno what reason will come and assult me and infect me with some weird disease and I will end up like the photo.
*^ OH MY GOD TOUCH WOOD. TOUCH FOREST. chOY!!!!!!^* HOW can anyone curse people like that! and worse of all he involved YL, Urghz… someone i was one smitten with.
anyways, I smsed YL and told him about it. He came up at the end of the period, dragged aaron out and beat the crap out of him. hehehehhez. * haha actualli not so dramatic lah* but there was some commotion, thats for sure. PPl from the other class asked me if they were fighting over me… I wish lor…. sighz. NOT that i want aaron 2 fight over me. Vomit blood.
anyways, that event really brightened my day. not that im a sadist or anything but WAY TO GO! hahaha wonder why he came up though? for me or for him? or both?
anyways still appreciate it. **smitten** just so smitten…
Anyways, Joakim… I luv U! okay not love BUT I support you okay? if u read my blog I support u de hor! nods head u handsome hor… All the rest ugly… Yucks…
I don understand why they must be so unfair. I mean the judges are so unfair. Just because Joakim’s singing isnt as good right, they only have themselves to blame. afterall they were the ones who put him here in the first place.
And so what if he’s singing is bad? arent there other bad singers in the competition in the past. I mean okay…. if u dont think he is good. GO ahead AND SAY IT. But i think if u go to the extent of saying you should leave the competition, that is going way to far. I mean practically all the judges are against him. Okay i agree thats reasonable, cos everyone can have their opinion.
INCLUDING ME. and I LOve joakim BTW… in case u havent noticed…
BUt when they go to the extent of shoving down the idea down everyone’s throat, that is not right. IT is especially the hosts ie daniel and gurmit start saying things such as voTe for talent and VOte for the one that will best represent singapore’s singer or wateva crap. OH COME ON! ure ATTACKING THE POOR FELLA. and that in all bloody heaven and eath is NOT freaking fair lAH! what the heck man… Gurm and dan are supposed 2 be fair and NOw they are …. Urghzzzz…..
I mean JOAKIM cant help it if his face is a million times more beautiful than the voices of all the other contestants voices put together.
HOnestly… do u seriously think that any of the other contestants are THAT G00D!!!! come one people. This is so unfair…. personal opinion is fine…. wah lau when u attack and a person and zone him out and interview people an try to make Joakim look bad… Thats it man…. I will roar….
Joakim u go man…
*faints* …. keyboard on fire* I voted for joakim also k…. hahaha
U noe rite… today I woke up feeling not so good. But still have to prep for flag day. must look good then ppl will donate. actualli hor i wanted to photocopy the cip endorsement form for the class de, but the shops were either closed or the machine broke down. BummeR. So I went to collect the tins from Red Cross House, met Xin FAng, walked to Somerset area 2 collect $$$$$$$$!
At first it started slow, cos i was really shy… then as I settled down outside cali gym, I suddenly got really crazy and I started being extra HYPER and brave, asked people really LOUDLY “HELLO, do u want to donate to the red cross?” As long as human, I willl ask. I dont care lor. MAke sure they dont ignore me. At least acknowledge that IM TALKING TO U.
Okay lah some highlights:
have 50 dollar bill some more lei…. i think… hehehez but 10 dollar have alot:)
Some LOW lights:
BUT all in all i feel very happy. I love harrassing people to give me attention. HAHAHA. i love even more when the people are gorgeous! YAYAY! i like flag day. I feel so accomplished. I wanna do more flag days lei… i wanna compete with the best flag dayers to see who collects the most money$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
GAGAGAGgagagagagagaga
I think i’m falling ill again. aww man… My throat started to feel weird yesterday night and now I think its starting to get a little sore. My nose is starting to run; nose running is never a good sign for me. Darn. Why is my immune system so weak? SIghz I think I contracted this crap from the PERSON SITTING NEXT TO ME!
Im tired, Im sick and tired. Now damm u and your luggages. If you want me in your life, bloody make it clear. Dont send mixed signals. You useless lighthouse. Your light cant shine forever. Sooner or later no one’s going to like you. And the lighthouse is going to be deemed as a useless navigator, one which causes shipwrecks.
*sniff* *Sniff* I feel very weird. I feel as if i am going to fall sick. Ahhhhh GrrrRzz. CAnnot Lose voice. CANnnot.
In life, sometimes its best to do things as a class, sometimes as a clique, sometimes as a pair. But when you really went peace, its best to do it alone…
Today, I sense that destiny is trying to point me in a really interesting direction. It somehow seems to have brought me full circle. Starting the day at Raffles Place MRT, elated and excited. I too ended the day in the CBD, feeling somewhat squashed and crushed. But upon leaving Raffles Place, I realised that sometimes standing up to what you fear most can give you the greatest sense of satisfaction. Ignore what others think you. Be with yourself. Just be yourself.
Now that I have just showered, I feel really refreshed and rejuvenated. Now I’m ready to put all my nonsense “recent past bad experiences” behind. YAyie.
But today someone asked me some questions which in the past I had a straight up direct 100% answers to, but today I really started to ponder upon them? Hmm… Is it time for me to change my status quo?
This song sang my Mathilda really touched me. Its really nice. Made me a fan of hers instantly. Oh my Joakim is really darn lucky to still be in the competition though! *giggles*
Is it too late?
this is not my GF! grrZ.
Temptation and the strength of heart. When you are chasing your favourite dream, be it your a pair of faded jeans, or a fading passion which has burnt a distinct mark in your heart, there are always difficulties and calmities that are bound to obstruct you. Should you then give in to the temptation of accepting the fact that we should be bound to our destinies? Is there such a thing as destiny in the first place?
Having just read a blog about unfaithfulness, I have come to wonder, can anyone remain totally faithful. I guess to a certain extent, it is highly unlikely. However, in the pursuit of everlasting, pure and passionate devotion to the other, the only remedy to temptation is passion. And if your passion is not the your partner that you call your lover, the relationship should end.
somehow, this video somehow embodies how im feeling right now.
