Kian’s MOo M0O

March 31, 2007

after tuition

Filed under: Uncategorized — sundaes @ 12:23 am

today on the way back home i rode bus 162 from town all the way to Bishan. it was a really long ride. guess who boarded the bus at orchard area. yes someone from CJ gymnastics. he boarded with a girl. and they sat next to me. it was the 3 seater seat located in the front of the bus. instinctively i turned off my mp3 and tuned in to their conversation. apprently they didn’t recognise me in my home clothes. MY WORD, hahaha listening to their conversation is simply priceless… i heard so many things. and yes from their convo, i realised that the girl is from our senior class?! hahaha i shan’t tell u who they are but they sure did mention many people i know. yes and even people from our class! shocking!

and this is an extract from their conversation which i couldn’t really understand

Girl: he cute meh? hmm i think he’s has big eyes. features are quite girl…

Boy: but cute?

Girl: okay lah… actually No i don’t find him cute at all…

Boy: but his shoulders are quite broad. i find him good. nice. cute.

I wonder who they were talking about?

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March 30, 2007

F word

Filed under: Uncategorized — sundaes @ 2:52 pm

im having one of those really terrible days again.my life is seriously screwed over by something evil.

first thing’s first i woke up late today. i suspect it was partly due to me being very tired and another reason which i deem unsuitable 2 be mentioned here. so being late i had to rush through my shower. i didn’t have anything to eat for breakfast, least to say anything to drink. i didn’t even have a water bottle. i felt like shit early in the morning cos i didn’t have enough time 2 take a leisurely shower and prep myself. and i thought i was going to be late for school. fortunately, while i was cursing and swearing under my breath at the bus stop i saw the 156 bus coming. i was like praise the lord. i wasn’t late for school.

the rest of the day wasn’t exactly smooth sailing also. i have no friends in my class. i sit next to people who are just ARGhhh im so sian. and yes qazzim that girl u met in the msian camp from our school talked to me and she said this to me

“BTW QAZZIM TOLD ME THAT URE A VERY BITCHY PERSON!”

WELL well what can i say? ! now i know why our combined total of conversation this year amounts to less than 5 minutes. now i know what u have been telling people about me!
well what i can say now is that at least i know what to do in the future… that’s all im saying.

and another thing that bugged me for the entire day. no one in the senior debate exco is staying back to help prep the jc1s for the competition. as for me i couldn’t care less. but honestly the whole freaking thing bugged me for the entire day. i am seriously an over analyser.

and yes i forgot to give my mother the PTM timing form. awesome. i tried calling her to salvage the situation and she didn’t pick up. GREAT! and on my way home guess who i saw? mR chris tay having lunch…. okay that didn’t have any relevance to whatever i want to say but yah the important thing is that i saw mr nathan and mary goh having lunch in the canteen.

he asked me where my form was and i told him that i haven’t gotten in signed yet. then mary goh butted in FROM NOWHERE and said ” for my class i don’t even let them choose the time blah blah blah” then mr nathan said like some yes-man “yah yah yah i shd do the same… too bad u wont be able 2 choose” what am i supposed to say/do, so i walked away.

and as if this wasn’t bad enough, i realised that i have no friends again. i had no one 2 have lunch with. i called amy and she told me 2 go meet her and XF at tpy. i waited for the bus. there were 2 buses going to tpy and none came. i waited for 20 minutes. 156 which takes FOREVER to come came within 3 minutes. by the time the next 156 came i was so pissed that i boarded it. idiot what’s ur problem. im so angry…

i havent finished. i came home and i was determined to blog and do many other things. but i have to take out my lenses. i poured the solution and it was only enuff to fill one side. DAMM suai. so i walked all the way to the store room to get another bottle of solution. i took out one side and washed it with saline and it again when out after i washed one side. F******@#$%^&* have 2 walk and take again.

 

oh yah and there is some rude woman outside my room. my maid. do u know how she treats me? she is doing her chores right? she told me not to use the master bed room toilet cos she wants to use it. it wasn’t a request or qn dirceted to me. it was more like a COMMAND. WTH. at home also must bear with such ppl. i seriously dont see much point i living anymore…

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i don’t even have to mood to Sweet Corn now. really. i will tear everything apart.

 

March 28, 2007

painful

Filed under: Uncategorized — sundaes @ 6:57 pm

my mouth is throbbing. its aching really bad. when i entered his room, i felt really scared. he didnt say much just that he fiddled with his things and got ready for me. i mean it isnt my first time but still… everytime u do something like this you will be bound to feel scared. (more…)

today sucks

Filed under: Uncategorized — sundaes @ 1:53 pm

i hate today. i practically hate my life.it is going to start to rain. great. i hate my life. i wanna go and die so much. i hate it so much. for starters i wrote one and a half sides for my GP essay today. great. i praticallly wrote an extremely long intro. and thats it. what the heaven. and my friend embaraassed me in front of a JC1. this is too much man. i hate my life. i have no friends and i cant depend on myself. im a useless whore. i am a whore who isnt whorish enough. i am an incompetent freak of nature and now people are secretly laughing their asses off of me.

 now i cant even have the privacy to blog about my day. grrz i feel better now i think. my life really suck man….. actually no i dont.

 i wanna tell people that i cant even write a single sentence properly without backspacing or rethinking. i am an incompetent freak. i am an english educated boy who cant even spell right. i dont even feel competent to use the word incompetent. what the hell is wrong with me i am such a loser. AHhhhhhhhhhhh but no I AM NOT A LOSER. i am not. i am only a loser at the point in time that i say i am. 

NO ONE ELSE CAN CALL ME A LOSER BUT ME. SO BUZZ OFF. GO GET SUCKED INTO A TORNADO AND SCREAM TILL ALL UR INTERNAL ORGANS EXPLODE. I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU. GET AWAY FROM MY PERVERTED PRESENCE U PERVERT!

OH MY GOD WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT. I THINK MY BRAIN IS SERIOUSLY LOSING MASS WITH EVERYDAY THAT PASES BY.

March 25, 2007

300 raindrops

Filed under: Lamb — sundaes @ 12:26 am

I went to J8 to catcth 300 with mmy family. I woke up early today to see if i could go out with my friends instead but after 2 hours on the phone, nothing worked out. i asked my mum 2 get my aunt to get 1 more ticket for me only to realise that my aunt had bought my ticket already. appearantly, there was some miscommunication yesterday and they ended up thinking that i was going. imagine what would happen if my plans 2 go out with my friends had worked out? i guess its all god’s will?

i went to church today.

  1. do not take advantage of anyone
  2. compromising the word of god under pressure and temporal pleasures
  3. dont leave only your spare time for god

oh yah my whole family walked through the rain on the way home from the movies. i was laughing all the way. cos i looked at my mum, aunt and maids and realised that they became muslim. check out their improvised head scarves.

March 22, 2007

Recreation

Filed under: Countrymen — sundaes @ 6:49 pm

In light of the recent CT results, I seriously would like to urge the class to work hard and do better. Win back the faith of Mrs Tan and Mr Low who seem to have lost some faith in us. (evident from the fact that they transferred our transfer students). We should work hard at economics to allow Mr Nathan to love us more. COME ON WE ARE HIS FORM CLASS! How can he like other classes more?! Thankfully, Ms Moh and Ms Lim haven’t given up hope on us YET!

I hope we will improve, at the very least I hope I can see some improvement in my very own results…

March 16, 2007

march hol entry

Filed under: Lamb, Royalty, The Prince HIMSELF — sundaes @ 4:08 pm

I cannot stand it anymore. I have been dying to blog these few days but I haven’t been able to find the time to. I have so much homework and revision to complete and its already Friday! MAN!

I came back from Genting on Monday and I didn’t follow my study schedule. At all. I have been stuck home today. I plan to do MAJOR damage control on my lack of study.

I went to extract my first 2 teeth yesterday. OUCH! it hurts. It is still bleeding. It is really painful. Don’t believe what people tell you about it being an ant bite or what. When the dentist extracts teeth, the method is a very primitive one. He injects some anesthesia into ur mouth area and he massages it in. then ur entire mouth feels numb. and u cant really control it. i felt like laughing but i couldnt! can u imagine how torturous that it. hahaha. I can kinda imagine botox. hahaha. anyways, the extraction part: he uses a tool and his brute force to twist, turn, yank and PULL ur freaking tooth out. OH MY GOD. u can hear the sound of the root being twisted in your gums. it is really scary. and painful. even the non-religious will start praying. hallelujah. and i bleed like free. when i spat my blood into the toilet bowl it looked like i was menstruating. ewww…. i didnt take panadol cos i felt the pain quite “shuang” actually. hehehez. i like certain types of pain. hahahaha. the Indian nurse who was helping the dentist told my mum that she has 2 very handsome sons. :D can i agree?

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anyways Genting was really boring for me. and I had to endure the political bickering of the adults. urghz. the most memorable part for me was when i asked the hotel front desk where the night club was. they giggled. anyways i think my family is very funny.

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this is for u loraine. haha. he loves KFC and all the fast food lah.

haiz, there is still nothing like family lah.

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see this elderly man in the centre? he’s my grandfather’s youngest brother. (interesting? we went to visit him in KL.)

March 4, 2007

Global Hanibal Sounds

Filed under: Royalty — sundaes @ 11:45 pm

yesterday i had steamboat with my family to celebrate the last day of CNY. actually its not the actual day but today, my uncle has to eat vegetarian stuff so we had to celebrate in advance. i caught a mid-night movie with my family last night as well, hanibal rising. it was the first time i watched a movie with my royal cousin, keenan gor gor. hahaha. anyways my mum thought that it was a horror flick so she demanded to sit in between me and my aunt. so keenan had to sit on the extreme end. next to a couple. (2 guys. yikes.) this woman who sat in front of my mum complained that something was kicking her chair. apparently, my mum wasnt kicking. so, her kicking could be explained through 2 rationales:

  1. she was trying too hard to get her boyfriend’s lame attention
  2. she had isolated lower back sporadic spasm

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today i went to Chinatown to have dinner, watch the fireworks and experience the firecrackers. initially i wasnt in a very good mood cos i lost in the fight with my uncle over the radio. (FYI i always lose. his winning argument : its my car and im driving. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!)

anyways for some appearant reason, he always parks at Ann Siang Hill, so whenever i visit Chinatown with my family I will always pass by that infamous, for- guys- only, “spa”. LOL.

Coincidentally, while we were walking to the eating lane, my maid pointed out a guy wearing a jersey that had the words “CJC ian” printed on it. We walked in the same direction only to find out that he entered a cafe called GLOBAL SOUNDS. i was like.. hey wait a minute isnt that@! yah, so i cooked up a story to my mum and I went up to say HI. hahaha. WHAT a coincidence. FINALLY I VISITED that cafe. fyi i do not know the jersey guy.hahaha blew all my moodiness away.

anyways, the fireworks was really badly planned. it was launched too near the crowd and all the dust and powder landed on uS! sighz. terribly dumb of them. well, there were some chingay floats there also. yah… memories…. chinagay. im happy :D

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March 2, 2007

chinese A level

Filed under: skolah — sundaes @ 5:24 pm

i went to collect A level results today. i got a D. i was expecting better. coming from an A grader for Chinese in O level. i was expecting to accomplish my plan that i had set for myself since the before the start of econs paper. this plan of mine actually caused me to lose sleep on the night before the econs paper. and now it was actually derailed by my firends who pestered me to do something with them! why am i complaining actually?! isnt it GOOD to have friends want YOU! okay Fabian, U have to learn to be grateful for what u have! well so in the end the movie plan got postponed. and we went for coffee. well amy and linton got coffee. i got a decaf. mango citrus. (thank god for amy’s innate ability to talk about ANYTHING under the sun). i really mean ANYTHING!

rushing for tuition soon.

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March 1, 2007

Fabian’s Theory

Filed under: PLUS — sundaes @ 2:09 pm

Most guys are straight.

Most guys are homophobic.

Most guys are afraid of themselves.

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