im having one of those really terrible days again.my life is seriously screwed over by something evil.
first thing’s first i woke up late today. i suspect it was partly due to me being very tired and another reason which i deem unsuitable 2 be mentioned here. so being late i had to rush through my shower. i didn’t have anything to eat for breakfast, least to say anything to drink. i didn’t even have a water bottle. i felt like shit early in the morning cos i didn’t have enough time 2 take a leisurely shower and prep myself. and i thought i was going to be late for school. fortunately, while i was cursing and swearing under my breath at the bus stop i saw the 156 bus coming. i was like praise the lord. i wasn’t late for school.
the rest of the day wasn’t exactly smooth sailing also. i have no friends in my class. i sit next to people who are just ARGhhh im so sian. and yes qazzim that girl u met in the msian camp from our school talked to me and she said this to me
“BTW QAZZIM TOLD ME THAT URE A VERY BITCHY PERSON!”
WELL well what can i say? ! now i know why our combined total of conversation this year amounts to less than 5 minutes. now i know what u have been telling people about me!
well what i can say now is that at least i know what to do in the future… that’s all im saying.
and another thing that bugged me for the entire day. no one in the senior debate exco is staying back to help prep the jc1s for the competition. as for me i couldn’t care less. but honestly the whole freaking thing bugged me for the entire day. i am seriously an over analyser.
and yes i forgot to give my mother the PTM timing form. awesome. i tried calling her to salvage the situation and she didn’t pick up. GREAT! and on my way home guess who i saw? mR chris tay having lunch…. okay that didn’t have any relevance to whatever i want to say but yah the important thing is that i saw mr nathan and mary goh having lunch in the canteen.
he asked me where my form was and i told him that i haven’t gotten in signed yet. then mary goh butted in FROM NOWHERE and said ” for my class i don’t even let them choose the time blah blah blah” then mr nathan said like some yes-man “yah yah yah i shd do the same… too bad u wont be able 2 choose” what am i supposed to say/do, so i walked away.
and as if this wasn’t bad enough, i realised that i have no friends again. i had no one 2 have lunch with. i called amy and she told me 2 go meet her and XF at tpy. i waited for the bus. there were 2 buses going to tpy and none came. i waited for 20 minutes. 156 which takes FOREVER to come came within 3 minutes. by the time the next 156 came i was so pissed that i boarded it. idiot what’s ur problem. im so angry…
i havent finished. i came home and i was determined to blog and do many other things. but i have to take out my lenses. i poured the solution and it was only enuff to fill one side. DAMM suai. so i walked all the way to the store room to get another bottle of solution. i took out one side and washed it with saline and it again when out after i washed one side. F******@#$%^&* have 2 walk and take again.
oh yah and there is some rude woman outside my room. my maid. do u know how she treats me? she is doing her chores right? she told me not to use the master bed room toilet cos she wants to use it. it wasn’t a request or qn dirceted to me. it was more like a COMMAND. WTH. at home also must bear with such ppl. i seriously dont see much point i living anymore…

i don’t even have to mood to Sweet Corn now. really. i will tear everything apart.