Saturday Night Fever

Yesterday night I went to NUS University Cultural Centre to watch Ngee Ann Polytechnic Choir performance.

but before i continue i have to apologise to the following people:

1. xue hu
2. vernon
3. joel and elmer

firstly to vernon and xue, sorry i couldn’t go shopping with u all for u noe what this weekend cos i wasn’t well.

i went to the concert cos its like just sit there and listen. not so stressful. and to joel and elmer, i would have been more enthusiastic and dressed up more if i was feeling better k?(as if the both of u read my blog like that) ai yah u two are like super ideal couple can?

and thank goodness for vernon’s father. if not i think i would have fainted just from the traveling. nice car! nice car registration plate also!

xue next day then we go out k? how about monday after school? or tuesday?

so can u guess the faces whom i’ve featured in this post?

sick slipper

The prince was thinking to himself:

“wow i must be really healthy this year. I haven’t fallen sick in a very long time. I must be super strong because he has been caught in the rain more than once this week and he hasn’t suffered from anything. not even a sneeze.”

and then it happened. i have a slight temperature now. felt feverish last night. i feel awful. hot and cold! urghz! my illness is affecting my appearance as well. mrs tan said my hair was super messy this morning. gosh!

silver

As I limbered up for PE, I told myself that today was going to another one of those uneventful PE training sessions that would supposedly help me to pass my NAPFA test. well guess what? today, i finally got my SILVER AWARD.

Saying that I’m elated is a freaking understatement. I’m practically happy like SHIT!

It started with Mrs Tan making all those who failed re-do the entire test again. So i went into the “test” with a “i dont really care” attitude. Little did I know that after several tries at broad jump and with Mrs Tan’s kicking demonstration I actually hit 222 cm! whoopie! I was proud of myself but I serious doubts about clearing the chin ups. And to make matters worse, Mrs Tan made me use the really tall bar! So once again i was like 1, 2, 3, 4, and by the time i got there i was like DO IT MAN! haha and i cleared it!

The run was good. Good thing Kevin was there! he ran till sole came out! waHA but i think i did my personal best run 11 50! freaking C grade. and then it all hit mE!

FABIAN ONG HAS GOTTEN A SILVER AWARD FOR NAPFA!

what i felt was sensational! it was like orgasm without sex! hahaha. i don’t even know how to describe it.

i was beaming from ear to ear. i was so happy and everyone could tell. and i didn’t care. mrs tan was so happy for me as well! and after that i went all out and had a blast with jocelyn! WooHOOOOOOo. i am so bloated now.

 

well lovelle, seems like u’ve got silver for gu zheng as well. although it wasn’t what u wanted, the most important thing to know is that u have tried ur best and that is what matters!

BbQ party.

if we excel in the things that we like, how come i always flunk my gp papers? why do i always fail to get good grades for geog?

once again i have failed my GP. but unlike the last time i shan’t get depressed. cos i noe i will do better next time. HAHA.

I’m in a rather good mood now cos i realised that many people care about me! and yah i visited tanjong pagar yesterday and my family had a bbq yesterday nite and V and Xue came over and we had a blast.

the food was good. i got served like a prince cos i had friends. hahaha! exploiting situations. and i ate like a pig. and i was so tempted to message JT this morning, but i controlled myself. thankfully i succeeded.

i have no philosophical or quirky things to say now cos i seem to have no troubles in my mind. hahaha. just that AARON! DO NOT USE MY COMMENT SECTION AS A MESSAGE/ADVERTISEMENT BOARD

my thoughts

i dragged myself out of bed today. i was really contemplating the idea of skipping school but i told myself to look forward to lunch with my new found friend, amy. check http://www.mummyndaddy.blogspot.com/  i groggily looked at my mobile to check the time and realised that a couple of messages. i rushed straight into the shower after realising that it was already 650. i only had the time to check my inbox when i was on the bus. to my dismay, amy wouldn’t be coming to school. from then i knew that my day would start rolling downhill.

no one wanted to have lunch with me.

so i decided to have a heavy recess. carrie abandoned me 2 get her crispy noodles. i ended up queuing up for western f00d which i vowed never 2 eat. i only queued there because I WAS DESPERATE. the only ppl i knew in the entire canteen were in that queue. and when i went to sit with the class i realised that they had joined a auntie who was sitting at the end of a long table. only that no one was facing her. so yah naturally i had 2 fill that space. the chicken chop was disgusting. utterly repulsive.

and as i was picking at my pile of chicken shit, the most interesting happened. i heard a voice (and no it wasnt from the chicken).  the auntie spoke 2 me

auntie: lai mo hooi wai ar?

what it means is that she asked if i had no appetite in canto. and so a wonderful conversation took place. she told me 2 get rid of the junk and adviced me 2 either get noodles of porridge. and being the g00d boy i am i listened to her. i came back all smiles and she told me all about the changes in CJ canteen saying that in the past, there were so much good food. pork rib noodles… lalala wah so fun speaking to her. in canto some more…

i have found a lunch kakhi. hahaha. actually i really wanna blog so much more about her. but yah i have 2 move on to other more serious things.

1.  i asked XF if she was lonely at home. she replied by saying that im more lonely cos im insecure. i was stunned. then she started lecturing me about how my mental insecurities transcended to my physiological state. wow. of course she didnt use such chiiim lingo but she basically said that im lonely cos im insecure. which is very true. what she told me really made sense. its a wonder what unexpected things ppl say.

2.yesterday aaron told me that “not everyone can b ur friend” how true is that?

 3. the class jersey controversy is over rated. i voted for adidas FYI. but id really like the puma one. so if anyone wants to make personalised jerseys together, drop me a message we’ll go make together. im serious about that!

4. i went to a different gym today. suddenly muscle man walked in. scary. haha. he was grunting and all. whacky. ahaha. i did my leg ups. and i think he stopped and watched me as if i was performing. hahaha. JOke. i love the sweet escape akon remix.

5. i realised how shallow i am. here i am talking about insignificant bitching about my social life… and on the eastern sea board of singapore, a young boy named terence is considering his university ambitions. how did i end up like this?

popularity

has popularity gotten to me. i have come to accept the fact that in the remaining time i have in CJ, i won’t be able to find a friend here. I know that I have “friends” who will be more than willing to talk 2 me or hear me out or joke around or even help me with my homework  but i doubt that i will be able 2 find a friend who will simply sit down to have a meal with me in the canteen even though he/she is not hungry. yes i noe jocelyn has done that several times with me;  and im really grateful but yah… different streams and stuff… timing abit off.. yah and im sure joce understands what im trying to say too… we’re friends without inverted commas.

i think i kinda noe why this happened. lack of confidence.

see the thing is i realised that i have become more outgoing and in this process maybe gotten to know a bit more people than in sec school. but i think i have become more outgoing  to the wrong grp of people, attracting friends who wont last in the long run… as in so much of my attention has been targeted at the supposedly cooler grp of people that i think i have missed out on the people who could really become my true friends.

comparing my social life in VS. i know that im not the most “popular” there (or maybe i am for the wrong reasons) but i always knew that there will SURELY be someone or my besties there. THERE. just that sitting there simply waiting for me. smiling to me as i walk towards OUR table. or even if there weren’t i know that sooner or later someone will be sure to join me.  geez… now whenever i look at the CJ canteen i lose my appetite.

have i lost my ability to judge which friends are truly meant for me?

or is it that everyone else has also been doing the same as me- searching for something different- the only difference is, i haven’t succeeded.

besties!

“besties”. a term which i quoted from www.explodewithstarfire.com. sadly, my name wasn’t mentioned, although i was at the party. aizz. sad life. the prince has no friends. the price to pay for being a royal.

just joking lah. i noe i’m one of your besties, terence! i hope! if not the above statement would become fact.

by the way, Aaron USED to call me bestie. *chills are sent down my spine* brrrrr…. i feel so cold just recalling it. hahahaha.

now to happier moments. yups i went to Ian’s birthday party last Saturday. As usual he had a extravagant feast. sushi, sashimi, foie gras, spit fire roasted pork. he bought a new nintendo game console, which we played with after dinner. supper hilarious. its called ”wii”. its like a hand held controller. sort of like a wireless arcade  super gun which u use to play. haha yes and we played the game while singing to dream girls. “form chords” with terence and vernon. hahaha full of memories.

I got back my GP essay. i have to thank god for the score of 24/50 for my 1 and a half pages that i wrote. i’m really quite shocked. hahaha. FYI its a pass. not SUB-pass. BUt a full fledged grade E mind you! hahahaha. nothing to be proud of but yes. hahaha. the grade really boosted my self confidence.

recess library window

im sitting at the shcool’s library computer using the computer. looking out the window, i  freaked out/impressed by the JC1s. there is this science class (i inferred from the overwhelming number of boys) at the pull up bars. they AVERAGED 4 OR 5 pull ups. OH MY LORD. cam u believe it? out of 2 or 3 classes, i saw only 1 or 2 boys failing to do 1. can u believe it? i can… cos im witnessing it. hahaha and i see mr tay doing pull up demo so cute! googagaga. mr tay is positively beaming cos he has such a fantastic class of fit guys… unlike his last year’s disappointing J1s. hahaha.

 btw u wanna give a big shout out to everyone who has been regularly commenting on my blog. ive been getting some new/unknown ppl commenting. i am heartened to know that new ppl are viewing my blog. hahaha but i half suspect that they may be ppl i noe that are using a false name. …

im so disappointed in myself. i totally screwed up my vectors because of my careless mistakes. really disappointed. i shd have gotten more sleep last night…