zouk is horrible

so today, once again, we had our “jc class” reunion dinner. fabian ong is one of the few fervent members who religiously attends all the dinners. he wonders why he attends them? he goes there to crack jokes for the gang. the only other guy who goes is Kevin. and the gurls always poke fun at me… shi yun, wei ying. aizz. lol i know it’s in the name of fun…. but aizz.

so yes, wy asked me if i wanted to club. yah… sounds familiar? HEY REMIND FABIAN NEVER 2 GO TO ZOUK WITH WEI YING! LOL. why? because :

 the crowd was awful. the gurls were so uptight… i mean HEY i didnt even see u. what makes u think i wanna dance with u in the first place. aiz, short gurls, cant blame them. they are so insecure that they have 2 prove to their dates that they are committed to them by elbowing any guy within their vicinity. suckers.

whoa the guys were no better. karna sai. some jack ass. short one i must add. tried 2 “bump” me away. and of course, if u learn physics, i’m so tall, i can twist and turn and hole my position such that he will never win. anyways, i got my way till he started jumping up and down on purpose trying to stomp on my feet. so i asked him if there was a problem. and he reacted in a way like he wanted 2 fight. come on man. ZOUK is not a boxing cage. if u wanna fight and brawl go into ure pet hamster’s cage or something.

SICKO.

rask- where art thou?

whatever shit the army may throw at me, it’s the simple things that cheer me up.

1) the inspirational smses that my fren’s sometimes unexpectedly send me

2) looking at the bus. not literally the volvo or mercedes benz itself, but rather the adverts. today on the way home, i was gazing emotionlessly at the oncoming traffic. a bus passed by: it’s advert – alvin & the chipmunks. that made me smile from ear to ear instantly.

if only the seletar forest were disneyland singapore or something.

i just woke up. splashed some water on my face. the weather is good. i feel good. i havent’t even brushed my teeth but i feel a strong desire to blog. the most pressing thought on my mind- last nite. sighs why do my weekend posts now all seem to be about clubbing.

bumped into hilmie. and jia xin? yah i met a few people. hah. met new people. Hmmm? LOL. wow. hahahahahaha. they were actually rather nice people those guys and girls. bleh heheh. i actually had a really nice chat with them after clubbing. but someone said i look 22! karna sai.

b4 that went out for a movie and dinner at billy bombers …

 

 

 

who’s leavin?

im having a headache now… think cos i got caught in a drizzle.

we were the platoon in the entire workshop to get released. =(

went to eat laksa at queensway. alone. got caught in drizzle. missed my bus stop cos i overslept.

becky talked 2 me. she got me excited all over again about something. will it happen?!?!?! dont stress dont stress dont stress. we deserve nothing but the best!

dreamy reality. oui.

intense. new. weird. exciting.

i was really out of my league. i wanted to leave. but thank god for oui. hahaha. it was hillarious. i was like a scarecrow in a dance troupe.

st james. Saturday. not my cup of tea. usually. cos I’m 19? lol someone said i was 18 ! yay. guys think im 20 urghs. anyways, failure 1 = attempt 2 = success.

hahaa the music was quite nice. I’m so sorry. sorry for not dancing to my best that i usually dane. i would have given u guys a show. but I’m shy amongst ppl. i know. esp. if there are cute ppl. within the group. hahaha. i have 2 be so super thankful for oui – the joker who really brightened up the nite.

i mean, im really down today cos of SOME stupid jerk, cancelled 2wice. anyways, now all i have to do to get thru the week is think of movida and that pair of smooth and soft hands. HAHAHAA. can u believe it? oui’s hands were softer than mine. hahaha i still can’t believe oui handled me that way when oui said “wo rang ni HIGH ba! ” sets ppl. thinking. hahaha i cant dance salsa or latin for nuts.

CUTE. expensive. really expensive nite out. but memorable. id say worth it. something i really dream of. haha. sorta like a dream come true? well, i mean this is something that not many ppl like me would envision as fun. BUT I HAD FUN! oui oui oui!                             

 

 

off on

okaie i gotta get this off my chest.

so u this guy below? yes he is damn good looking rite? HE IS MY JUNIOR. EVERYONE MEET XIAN JUN.

I THINK HE IS VERY GOOD LOOKING. AND IM ONLY JUST REALISING IT NOW. IM JEALOUS YET HAPPY FOR NOTICING HIS GOOD LOOKS. wahahHAHAHA. WELCOME TO THE DOLLHOUSE as danity kane would say…

hanahanah bestie laa

WE POSE…….

AND POSE……. ……….. ………..

TILL THE JUDGES SHAKE THEIR HEADS IN DISAPPROVAL.

random note: im blogging while listening to power 98’s remixes. im getting really really really high! HIGH! HIGHER! almost there….

then i saw this picture… LOL. okay pai sei amy, u turn me on lah… rmb what i told u in JC 2? my likings for fat manly gals? HOHOHOHO

behind those silver eyes, did he see me

thi si silly. im sitting in the comp. lab at a certain place blogging. congratulations to xue, POP today. as he passes out, im staying back today to do guard duty.

too much communication may lead to ceasation of all open communication. over honesty will eventually to no one wanting to be honest anymore. all emotions expressed. all desires lost. interest will wane…

so if u see this, im doing guard duty today. emoing most probably, without the comfort of any music. without the comfort of anyone =(

constant support

in my constant search for something more, something new, something better, i sometimes forget how fortunate i am to have the following:

besties…. 

 Fun with besties

 

sleep-overs

nice family gatherings

scary brother! but at least a brother no doubt

 

btw im so freaking full now. i just had spaghetti and clams for dinner. it’s like so rich i feel like vomitting after eating it. but i didnt feel full, so i cooked a bowl of maggi mee and ate more of the clams and noodles. OMG. then i drank asparagus juice to wash it all down. now i feel like food stoarge facility in vietnam. (EXPLODING WITH FOOD, FOOD THAT IS STUCK!)

don’t brim over the surface. don’t chase the superficiality of life. emotions too can be superficial. it’s shallow to chase feelings just to feel good about urself. feel good about ureself so that the feelings that u so seek will chase afer u..