when the lights go out

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN XUE HU!

birthday boy

it’s so crazy. guess who i saw. I saw Mr Foo’s son. and Ian. Xian jun’s friend from last week. he asked me, “are u XJ’s friend?” I looked at him and said, “who’s that?!”.

sorry ah meng about last week. after having a close at him, i really have to wonder why i blew up. sorry. i forgot rule number of clubbing, always have fun. no other agenda.

came home by night rider. with XH and V. stupid bus bell was not working. some nice chap helpped me press the button from somewhere else. came home, i cooked curry maggi mee for them. heehee. i think my cooking skills were not bad. the egg turned out really nice. fluffy and smooth. not overdone. then i had shrimp flavored noodles cos i didnt want anything spicy. but in the end, i was so not used to the non spicyness that i cut a chilli padi into my soup -.-

the threesome that night, vernon is the photographer

 

im always talking

 vernon brought along some very nice media to share. thankie. i really didn’t expect it! woohoo!

fuck off lah

though most of the time, i sound like im telling you to do what my title says, i really dont want that. i really wanna be there and chat with u. Please don be offened k? Im just really hot tempered. i have a really short fuse; im tempremental, emotional and extremely sensitive. my mind is like a roller coaster, im always trying to push my little cart upwards, but i think im addicted to the corkscrews. i somehow always end up going up and down. and when im upset, i really enjoy it. i hate to pick myself up and be happy when im angry and sad. i feel as if i don deserve to go up so i make myself feel sad and angry. and i feel good.

please dont be angry with me ok guys? im will try to be more patient. i need to beat my competition. if not very soon, i wont have anymore friends…

if only i could smile like that and actually mean it. amy, this is the woman i was telling you about at far east plaza.

darkness covers most imperfections…

body parts exhibition- eye and shoulder.

elva hsiao. thankie to you!

Sorry. GO MEI NAH SAI! ask ure sis take shit.

a cry

a night i will remember. i cried so hard it hurts. i cired so hurt my heart hurts. i cried so hard my head hurts.

my eyes still burn in hurt. the cry triggered an onslaught of emotions. issues that u may never understand.

sorry.

silent prayer

u answered my prayer today.

gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight, hold my hand real tight and take my troubles away.

confessions. friends and shopping

happy birthday LALA. this is the first pic of the cell!

it’s hard work blogging for you all. after a hard day of trotting round Singapore, almost all my energy has been exhausted. my hands feel weak, but yet i still go through the hassle of connecting the samsung cable to my IBM, turn on power 98 to pump up my energy levels: 

<feedback pumpup the volume

oh my god i feel like clubbing

come closer. and i just cant find that thing tonight.

i have found satsifaction. pwer mix

lolli power lolli

let me see u pop that body.>

blog on.

I think i may have successfully spent ALL of my salary within two days of it being transacted to me.

 

1. $90 ++ on Doctor’s consultation
2. $20 tee shirts
3. $80 on bag
4. i accidentally transferred $200 to a non-existent UOB account. i hope it comes back to me… 

So my very own first stop, parklane.

I left the house on an empty stomach. had a mere glass of milk for breakfast. I starved all the way to Bugis expecting Xue and V to be early. (they always are.) but today was the day that they decided to buck the trend. i had a taste of retribution. i waited till 2 + to have lunch. Gobbled down my lobster pasta at v8.

after that we toured arnd parco. well this, in my opinion, was the most interesting “stall” (if u can even call it one).

Next stop, Bugis street. FABRIC! heee heeee. 

after that, we went back to PArco and i SAw a sergeant from whiskey. curses. Pooi. Poop. *WAUAk*

Bugis street is very happening. lol u can club and dance as u shop. every 10 steps u take, u will hear a different POP song. WOah. haha. i found my dream tees at a nice px.

me suggested Peninsula Plaza. not to their taste. i like the cheap stuff there. Hm, and a tip to shop owners: if u set ure shop as a place where prices are to slashed through bargaining, dont be rude to young customers like me. u lost one customer and more to come.

 

 

 

 

 i envy his fringe !!

we went to anchor point for dinner. SUBWAY. eat fresh. and i Saw a billabong outlet. HAHA, im going back soon! but not so soon. hahaha i have spent too much this month.

Xue hu got his skinny jeans at Bugis street. and he found his one-piece sweater/polo at queensway. mr V got his favourite accessory: SCARF. U have to be a little thick skin when it comes to bargaining. i helpped him bring down e px. of his scarf from 19.90 to 17.90. LOL. that was when the auntie said that things were fixed price.

FABRIC LA. ARGHS. oh yah, the 3 of us agree that some weird guy was cruisng us at Bugis Junction. hmm… LOL not bad. haha but we couldnt be bothered. Imgine pantene commercial, flick hair and sashays off.

LAst item that i bought:

new bag for booking in. no longer need to be embarrassed by what i usually bring in. haisz. LOL impulse buying. the guy was about to close his shop. and he tempted me. LOL stupid ah bengs and their witty charms. BTW if i ever get the chance, My dream is to glamourise the local AH beng and AH lian Fashion. I believe that they are really cool. distinct from HK/Taiwan/HK ah beng/lian. Singapore needs to do this to be the Harajuku of SouthEast ASia.

cookie elmo and baby eeyore. If i were elmo and had my cookie, my baby would be EEyore. my sesame street.

resolution 7th October 2008

Dear Lord, 

Fabian prays,

It’s time to stop being so impulsive.

It’s time to reign in your emotions, take control of your life.

Your health- your mental health and physical state of well being. Do not bring anymore bodily harm or paranoia of potential ********** ******** to yourself anymore.

No more euphemisms to cover up your indiscretions.

 

Today the 7th of October you shall stop :-

1) X

2) X

3) X

4) X

You have to pray that the Lord will keep you safe and well

In all these I pray

Amen

 

May I read the full letter on the 7th of December 2008.  Pleased.

 

 

my first.

it was cold, the wind blew.

i seeked him out, he didn’t show his face.

i waited, for him to come. i got anxious.

it was my first. i didn’t know what to expect- no one wanted to tell me anything.

and so i waited, when he opened the door, i was a little scared. but he smiled.

he told me to change the sheets and to clean up the room and get ready for him.

i lost my virinity in the ops. room.

i did my FIRST STOREMAN DUTY!

hehe, i waited patiently all morning to use the one and only computer in the room. ive read the newspapers, did some SAT practice. had lunch, now im hungry again. having a slight headache too, maybe im not used to spending so much time in aircon comfort when in camp.

hahaha!

i can’t wait for tomorrow, when i finally get to go home. but i don’t know what i will do… it’s not as if i have someone that i can look forward to spend what’s left of my weekend with.

toilet bowl now

 

im rushing back 2 seletar camo. u won believe where i am now. cya.

 

MUACKS!

lethargic weekend

this weekend, lethargic. i felt as though i was forcing my way through. i hate to spend my precious weekend doing nothing at home. i need to feel a sense of accomplishment. i battled my weariness. and i think i got what i wanted in the end. i have a million and one things to do now. adrednaline is pumping through my veins. i can feel it. my heands and arms are tingling. i feel like running to the gym.

acting course 101. venue. CGH. triage. room 4. rehearsals. well, it was fun. hope for the best. i felt ure prayers. thank you richard. u waited nearly 3 hours with me. ure a pal. korean tourists, major shocker that u knew how to speal korean. 38. shan shi ba ru?

the bmt whiskey super trio!

calvin and fabian. whiskey star bloggers!

richard and calvin !n e elevator.

we hardly fail to camwhore!

 

why is this photo featured u may ask?

hi terence. STUDY hard! embassy watch soon! xian jun, keep it up. amy, u will get over things. just be patient. my back hurts… again… windind down… gonna zzz soon… project runway…