i blogging cos i’m talking to someone who used to blog hop. he says he finds joy in reading my blog. though i know that joy he experiences is no where near an orgasm, the news is enough joy for me to post an entry anyways.
and also, i wanna show the world how i look like with a new haircut, in specs and with a bleeding set of gums at the back of the mouth.
hahaha.
irreplacable by beyonce
that was the song my doctor played to get me to relax as he sedated me. whoa hoh. i screamed and shouted as he put in the needle into my vein. it wasn’t THAt painful but i did it for dramatic effect. and for fun. it was quite an experience being operated on while you’re still semi-conscious. the fun begins when he injects the medicine into your bloodstream. u get “high”, u see the operating lights floating nearer and further away from you and you start talking crap. hahaha i started laughing and confessed that i enjoyed big dramas. anyways, i think the operation was quite sensational. i mean before i knew what was happening, i heard “to the left, to the left…” and the next thing i knew was that i my eyes were being smothered by a really nice soft fluffy cloth and i could hear drilling. i think they were talking about something and they said i was going to hear the drill but i was more focused on why the cloth was doing a mysterious eye massage for me. pop. drilling done and they were done with my lower extraction. they moved on to my upper tooth. and the next thing i knew they asked me to shift over to the next table by myself. Lol. i flopped over like a fish trying to flop it’s way back to the ocean. hahaha i laughed that i looked really unglam.. and they said that everyone was like that. and i actually told them that i wanna be THE BEST and most PERFECT! hahahaha. and i kept demanding to see my doctor. “i wanna see my doctor… how does he look like?” and all i saw was a shadow as the shoved someone near me head. hahaha. and i THINK i heard the nurse say, well, he’s tall dark and handsome… hahaha. i was wheeled out into reovery and yah operation was over… i think i was groaning in pain for half an hour. and it still hurts now. i woke up the next morning with my pillow drenched with bloody saliva.
wanna know something else? minutes after i went onto the table, i asked to use the bathroom! hahaha hilarious. so much for being the perfect patient.
in response to amy’s blog : the photos on her blog are not human. these are nicer. tsk.
hahaha!
my almost girlfriends…
come to think of it. i think i only enjoy the company of a few ppl from class. some of them i really wanna win over, but i think certain worlds will never meet. their orbits are just too far apart.
only half ready
all smiles now... hold on!!
all here! cept SY, the hawt photographer
hahaha i really like this place…
goin out with them just makes me elated. happy like FARK!
woah… i really enjoyed myself yesterday can. i had a 10 dollar extra treasure. got an apple martini frm robin. lol i think he added alot of extra alcohol! we were high after that drink. then went to tabs. got in 4 free after 330. sul bought a jug. then we went to makan at boat quay. woah. nice, we had seafood fried rice and BUTTER SOTONG. it’s my fave food now. woah BUTTER SOTONG! hairy and cripsy and salty batter coated on a tender ring of sotong! yum!
after that we headed to RAV, hee, martell. but the songs were bad. and we recognised some guys. sul said they came from TABS! hahahaa. and when i took sul to the dance floor, BIG guy in white came to bottoms up with faizal. he freaked out. so scared he said. hahaha. so cute. he didnt dare to leave the club without me. HAHAHAA. he said he didnt dare to walk alone! haha. big str8 guy scared of getting hit on by even bigger guy. lol.
this is what i do when business is bad
Mr chiam, Master siva and ME!
vernon and mr happy
while at wheelock place, some woman read my shirt out loud and said “hello mr happy!” i waved and said hello too! hahaha! AND while at taka, the noodle stall lady asked me if i wanted spring onions in my soup. she gave me a lil and i asked if i could have more… she said SURE (ke yi) as long HAPPY can already! LOL!
thank god for frens like them. i wonder how they can tolerate my nonsense and attitude i throw at them.
happy birthday LALA. 
this is the first pic of the cell!
it’s hard work blogging for you all. after a hard day of trotting round Singapore, almost all my energy has been exhausted. my hands feel weak, but yet i still go through the hassle of connecting the samsung cable to my IBM, turn on power 98 to pump up my energy levels:
<feedback pumpup the volume
oh my god i feel like clubbing
come closer. and i just cant find that thing tonight.
i have found satsifaction. pwer mix
lolli power lolli
let me see u pop that body.>
blog on.
I think i may have successfully spent ALL of my salary within two days of it being transacted to me.
So my very own first stop, parklane.
I left the house on an empty stomach. had a mere glass of milk for breakfast. I starved all the way to Bugis expecting Xue and V to be early. (they always are.) but today was the day that they decided to buck the trend. i had a taste of retribution. i waited till 2 + to have lunch. Gobbled down my lobster pasta at v8.
after that we toured arnd parco. well this, in my opinion, was the most interesting “stall” (if u can even call it one).
Next stop, Bugis street. FABRIC! heee heeee.
after that, we went back to PArco and i SAw a sergeant from whiskey. curses. Pooi. Poop. *WAUAk*
Bugis street is very happening. lol u can club and dance as u shop. every 10 steps u take, u will hear a different POP song. WOah. haha. i found my dream tees at a nice px. 
me suggested Peninsula Plaza. not to their taste. i like the cheap stuff there. Hm, and a tip to shop owners: if u set ure shop as a place where prices are to slashed through bargaining, dont be rude to young customers like me. u lost one customer and more to come.
i envy his fringe !!
Dear Lord,
Fabian prays,
It’s time to stop being so impulsive.
It’s time to reign in your emotions, take control of your life.
Your health- your mental health and physical state of well being. Do not bring anymore bodily harm or paranoia of potential ********** ******** to yourself anymore.
No more euphemisms to cover up your indiscretions.
Today the 7th of October you shall stop :-
1) X
2) X
3) X
4) X
You have to pray that the Lord will keep you safe and well
In all these I pray
Amen
May I read the full letter on the 7th of December 2008. Pleased.
it was cold, the wind blew.
i seeked him out, he didn’t show his face.
i waited, for him to come. i got anxious.
it was my first. i didn’t know what to expect- no one wanted to tell me anything.
and so i waited, when he opened the door, i was a little scared. but he smiled.
he told me to change the sheets and to clean up the room and get ready for him.
i lost my virinity in the ops. room.
i did my FIRST STOREMAN DUTY!
hehe, i waited patiently all morning to use the one and only computer in the room. ive read the newspapers, did some SAT practice. had lunch, now im hungry again. having a slight headache too, maybe im not used to spending so much time in aircon comfort when in camp.
hahaha!
i can’t wait for tomorrow, when i finally get to go home. but i don’t know what i will do… it’s not as if i have someone that i can look forward to spend what’s left of my weekend with.
this weekend, lethargic. i felt as though i was forcing my way through. i hate to spend my precious weekend doing nothing at home. i need to feel a sense of accomplishment. i battled my weariness. and i think i got what i wanted in the end. i have a million and one things to do now. adrednaline is pumping through my veins. i can feel it. my heands and arms are tingling. i feel like running to the gym.
acting course 101. venue. CGH. triage. room 4. rehearsals. well, it was fun. hope for the best. i felt ure prayers. thank you richard. u waited nearly 3 hours with me. ure a pal. korean tourists, major shocker that u knew how to speal korean. 38. shan shi ba ru?
the bmt whiskey super trio!
calvin and fabian. whiskey star bloggers!
richard and calvin !n e elevator.
we hardly fail to camwhore!
why is this photo featured u may ask?
hi terence. STUDY hard! embassy watch soon! xian jun, keep it up. amy, u will get over things. just be patient. my back hurts… again… windind down… gonna zzz soon… project runway…
my eyes are tired, and my feet are weary but something inside tells me to continue this story.
so to the weary and the timid, learn from the three little pigs: dare to build dream houses of solid brick. though they may seem alot of work, true love should never feel that hard.
the truth is a web that i have tangled, for another spider to untangle. cats are meant to be free, never caged or sealed- that’s what they seek. help the feline to break free, in this world of uncertainty.
DAD to daughter, ” cross road must hold hand.”.
oops, i think i may have typed lovelle twice accidentally, hence replacing you, dear amy. HAHAHA lovelle reminds me of amy! haha NOT! totally different! (i think)! hahaha. –> insults amy! okay i have nights out on tuesdays and thursdays. weekends are great too. sunday dinner? saturday dinners are fine. Friday nights i usually have bible study aka cell group dear.
yes calvin, we should meet up soon! monday we’ll be going back to OETI to collect our new postings? let’s go shopping at Queensway then head to town to chill over some coffee? WENZ and Jarrod, u guys/gals/guals are invited. bring tommy along and put him in my coin pocket.
haha, hahaha i camwhore while i still have what it takes to do so! lol.
i have a mask on my face now. skincare my dears. speaking of skincare, I have officially become the leading beautician/cosmetologist in Seletar camp. my cupboard doubles up as a beauty counter and FabianO is the most sought after dermatologist in my bunk. I offer advice to my clueless bunk mates. they dont know how to treat a pimple -.- One night, some guy asked me if applying 3 different brands of pimple cream would make it thrice as effective. I was stunned. Aren’t they science boys? 3 different active ingredients on the face may neutralise one another or even worse, cause an undesirable chemical reaction! now every evening whenever i open my cupboard, it’d be the same as SK 2 opening shop in camp. Guys will flock to me. “fabian can i ask how to get rid of my pimple? can i try some of that….—>”
give up.
tick tock, it approaches,
tick tack, one more time. it’s coming.
the mind sprints. the mind fumbles. it must not
falter.
for the marathon will be won when relaxation is achieved.
for there is no point in training if the end results in
stress.
FABIAN has to book in soon.
i think about you in the summer time! whoaa oh! 91.3 fm rocks. new kids on the block, i wanna wear short shorts, summer flats, in the summer time. make you crazy. whoa oh… let’s go to Rio.
so now boys and girls, if you could go anywhere in the world with beloved Fabian, (one on one, hahaha nature of the date is open- friendly platonic, friendlier friendly. friendly romantic, raunchy erotic {gasps} etc…) SO, where would it be?
a) Rio de Janeiro
b) Paris
c) California
d) Amsterdam
e) Dublin
f) any other choice except China.
CAst YOUR VOTES.
today someone asked me why i was so lethargic on the elliptical trainers during my warm up. i had a bad week. i have no energy. follow up on the lat pulls he did. so u feeling better now? NO. (the future can’t change the past, i thought to myself ) .listened. smiled. ‘well, doing gym helps cos it gives you endorphines’. rite… hahaha i was laughing to myself thinking of resse witherspoon in legally blonde. but for some unusual reason , i was beaming and blushing a little. was wearing braces too. MMI. physio.
let the little things in life make your day meaningful. don’t let them get too to much. be on guard. sometimes, we even have to guard against the good things.
aw… do you have to guard against me? hehee.
